Saturday, April 30, 2005
Air'n is such a cool kid. He's really, really smart and very interesting to actually talk intellectually to. I think he's a lot more than he gives himself credit for. Of course, because of tonight I feel pretty odd. I denno. My mind is just racing about what I actually think. I feel odd. I love talks like that, though. I've a lot of respect for him.
I'm far too critical. I mean, really. I can be very, very Judgemental of people I've never even talked to far too easily. It's really getting to me, now. I'm even judgemental of people I know, and it's just not right. I don't know. That's a trait I've gotten from my father. I'm definitly not as judgemental as he, and as far as I can tell, I'm getting better, but I still am. I'm definitly beginning to see the world as a not-so-terrible, not-so-closed minded place. I think that really has an effect on how I see people in general. And, I think I'm really beginning to believe in people, and the good in everyone. Society can suck in some ways, but in every way I see it as sucky, there are going to be people that will break that point of view. People that don't fit. So instead of looking at Society as the people, I'd much rather look at is as the system. Why not look at the people themselves as the people. It's the only real way to see things clearly. At least, in my point of view, anyway.
I denno. I'm really worn, and tired of thinking. I think I need to get to sleep. I've been getting very little, recently. I'm starting to get really run down again. I'll make sure to be in bed at a reasonable hour, tomorrow night.
I promise.
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Wednesday, April 27, 2005
Your eyes should be purple. Your a dreamer and a
fantasy lover, a true believer in your thoughts
and dreams. Your intuitive and love to write,
read, and have deep thoughts. Just make sure
you don't wind up dreaming your life away..
What Color Eyes Should You Have? ( With Anime Pictures ^-^ )
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-ahem-
I'll be getting a hold of this series, thanks to the ever amazing Lyr~ And it looks ADORABLE. I can't wait to show Ai. I know she'll love it. He's also possibly getting me like.. X, and Yami no Matsuei, and maybe Tales of Eternia!
Wow. I'll have to buy him discs. And Manga, just to show my appreciation. That's so cool. Now I don't have to rely on Emily to get stuff. Wow.
He's such a cool kid. We're talking about him coming over and staying here for a bit in the summer. That would Rock! Although.. I sorta see me being very awkward and shy, at first. I'm not totally sure mom'd be up for it, either. I guess we'll see.
Oh. Meine. Gott.
He's getting me Tales! He found it! Well.. he found it on Torrent, and hopefully people want to share. Wow.
Lyr, you're my hero!
Loveless, Tales, and possibly more! I am so happy that my stomach's doing somersaults. Oi. I'm so.. just wow.
Thank you, Lyr!
-goes off to build a shrine-
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Friday, April 22, 2005
As it would seem, I'm not the only one who's been neglecting this thing. >.>
I need a new game. Something new and enveloping to play. If I got Phantom Brave back I'm sure that'd do the trick, or maybe Disgaea, both good games. But, they're no Tales of Symphonia. Hrm. I sorta wish Ai-ko would finish that game so she could see the amazing plot and ending. Although, it's the kind of ending that might upset some people.. that is, if they've not played Tales of Phantasia. Barely nayone knows that Tos is the prequel to ToP. -nods- And it all makes sense, if you know that. Of course, that's Namco's fault for holding ToP back from North America because they're stupid. Actually, I want to go check the forums again, since I've not been there in like.. a year. Hm.
OMG! -melts into a pool of Fanboy-
Apparently there are several new Tales games in the making, and the one scheduled for North America looks terrible! They got rid of Kosuke Fujishima! He's the character designer for all the other Tales games, and they replaced him with the guy who did the Kill Bill animations. Ew. They also dumped the Composer. ;_; I'm so sad, now.
YOUCANSEETHETERRIBLE-NESSHERE~
OMFG~! -melts more-
A Tales of Eternia Remake for the PSP?!?!? -has to buy one, now- Please, gott, let it be released here. It's not scheduled to yet, but they say it's an amazing improvement on quality. Plus it'll be closer to it's original than the previously released 'Tales of Destiny II'. Wow. That totally makes the $350 purchase of the PSP worth it. e.e
I'm such a fanboy. Mein Gott! ToE ONLINE! O.O;;
-faints-
OMGAMAZINGPRETTYWOWHERE~
-ahem-
I'm going to go drool over this a little more.
-blinku-
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Tuesday, April 19, 2005
I guess it's because I've been so hectic recently. Busy with this and that and the other thing, it gets very tiring. I've been really tired recently, and sore. [ But only sore because I was playing ball. e.e ] Always have to stay after school to do something. Roleplaying, Anime Club, dinner with m'Dad, it's all so time consuming. I think, maybe it's not because I have a lack of time, I just suck at organizing my time. e.e I mean, I'm up late almost every night because I just.. don't go to sleep. Tonight I have to, but that's different. Made a promise. -nods-
I've at least saved some time for gaming, recently. Beat RE4, which was wonderful in its horrendously terrible way. >.> And I want to play FFVII again, or something along those lines. I sorta want to get a new game.. but I have a lot here to play.
Know what.. I'm sleepy. I really am. I'm going to go to sleep, instead of staying here and rambling on, wasting more of my precious, rare time. <3
Good Night, all.
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Saturday, April 09, 2005
I had a big post written, but it was incoherent and jumbled. As I am now.
Bah.
Why can't I make her realize that she -is- worth everything she's got, and so much more.. Why?
I love you, Eva. More than anything in the world. I will do anything for you. Anything. And the damn stupid pettiness is going to stop, you have my word.
Good Night, Love.
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Monday, April 04, 2005
I had an AMAZING time, in Italy. It was just.. indescribable, really. There's no true way to put it into words. Beautiful scenery, beautiful art and architecture, beautiful country. But, I'm very glad to be home. I missed home. I missed my house, my bed, and my love.
And, now, I'm quite tired. It's hard for me to stay up late, anymore. It's weird. I know it's not jetlag, because it was this way before I left, too. Maybe my body realized it likes sleep, or something.
I love my Ai.
I have to get to sleep. So sleepy.
Night, all.
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