Name: Bryan
D.o.B: January 9
Locale: PEI, Canada

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.Ai-ko.
.Lyr.
.Air'n.
.DeviantArt.
.Gaia.


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.fading memories.

November 2003
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Saturday, March 19, 2005

Wow.

I'm in Italy. Just.. wow.

Venice is outstandingly stunning. Truly.

Wow.


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.Bryan. CHRoNiCLED at 4:44 p.m.


Thursday, March 17, 2005

Well, I'm off to Italy today.

Thought I'd stop by and just let you all know. <3

I may find a computer whilst I'm there and be able to post something here, but I'm not sure if you should count on it. >.>


So, wish me luck. I'm going to come back a changed boi~!

Take Care, everyone.

Arrivederci~


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.Bryan. CHRoNiCLED at 10:18 a.m.


Wednesday, March 09, 2005

Just because I love these things. >.>

Copy this list and Bold what applies to you. Then add something that's true for you at the end.

01. I miss somebody right now
02. I don't watch much TV these days
03. I love olives
04. I own lots of books
06. I wear glasses or contact lenses
07. I love to play video games
08. I've tried marijuana
09. I've watched porn movies
10. I have been in a threesome
11. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship
12. I believe honesty is usually the best policy
13. I love ice cream
14. I like and respect Al Sharpton
15. I curse sometimes
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year
17. I have a hobby

18. I've been told I have a nice smile
19. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me
20. I'm partially smart
21. I've never broken someone's bones
22. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal
23. I hate the rain
24. I'm paranoid at times
25. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
26. I need money right now
27. I love sushi
28. I talk really, really fast
29. I have fresh breath in the morning
30. I have semi-long hair
31. I have lost money in Las Vegas
32. I have at least one brother and/or one sister
33. I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
34. I shave my legs (females) or face (males) on a regular basis
35. I have a twin ...actually I have a triplet
36. I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past
37. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
38. I like the way that I look sometimes
39. I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months
40. I know how to cornrow
41. I am usually pessimistic
42. I have a lot of mood swings
43. I think prostitution should be legalized
44. I think Britney Spears is pretty
45. I have cheated on a significant other in the past
46. I have a hidden talent [ :o ]
47. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have
48. I have a lot of friends
49. I am currently single
50. I have pecked someone of the same sex
51. I enjoy talking on the phone
52. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants
53. I love to shop
54. I would rather shop than eat
55. I would classify myself as ghetto
56. I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders
57. I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal
58. I don't hate anyone. I dislike them.
59. I'm a pretty good dancer
60. I don't think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington
61. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother
62. I have a cell phone
63. I believe in God
64. I watch MTV on a daily basis
65. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months
66. I love drama [ Only if it's not real life Drama ]
67. I have never been in a real relationship before
68. I've rejected someone before
69. I currently have a crush/like someone. [ Ai! ]
70. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life
71. I want to have children in the future
72. I have changed a diaper before
73. I've called the cops on a friend before
74. I bite my nails
75. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club
76. I'm not allergic to anything
77. I have a lot to learn
78. I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger
79. I plan on seeing Ice Cube's newest "Friday" movie
80. I am shy around the opposite sex SOMETIMES
81. I'm online 24/7, even as an away message
82. I have at least 5 away messages saved
83. I have tried alcohol or drugs before
84. I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past
85. I own the "South Park" movie
86. I have avoided assignments at work to be on Xanga or Livejournal or Blogger
87. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum
88. I enjoy some country music
89. I would die for my best friends
90. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza
91. I watch soap operas whenever I can
92. I'm obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist
93. I have used my sexuality to advance my career [ Okay, not really. >.> ]
94. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all
95. I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story"
96. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy
97. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it
98. I have dated a close friend's ex
99. I like surveys
100. I am happy at this moment
101. I'm obsessed with guys/girls
102. I am bi
103. I'm a Democrat
104. I'm a Conservative Republican
105. I am punk rockish
106. I am preppy
107. I go for older guys/girls, not younger
108. I study for tests most of the time
109. I tie my shoelaces differently to anyone I've ever met
110. I can work on a car
111. I love my job
112. I am comfortable with who I am right now.
113. I have more than just my ears pierced.
114. I walk barefoot wherever I can.
115. I have jumped off a bridge.
116. I love sea turtles.
117. I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup.
118. I believe in prophetic dreams.
119. I plan on achieving a major goal/dream
120. I am proficient on a musical instrument. [ ;_; ]
121. I worked at McDonald's restuarant.
122. I hate office jobs
123. I love sci-fi movies
124. I've never been in love
125. I think water rules
126. I go to college out of state
127. I am adopted
128. I like sausage
129. I am a pyro
130. I love the Red Sox
131. I have thrown up from crying too much
132. I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved
133. I am married to Johnny Depp... he just doesn't know it yet
134. I have a small obsession with ducks
135. I want be in relationship
137. I think about certian things way more often than normal people do138. I Buy music Cds of bands I like.
139. I'm majoring in something I don't want to work in later in life.
140. I think sleep is a huge waste of time.

Whoo~!


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.Bryan. CHRoNiCLED at 12:31 a.m.


Thursday, March 03, 2005

Bah. Bad days just suck. They really do.

What sucks more is that I had no reason to have a bad day. Sure, life's hard but that shouldn't matter. It really shouldn't. I wasn't having a bad day, either, when I got up. When I got to school Ai was in somewhat of an odd mood. An off day, and ended up not even like.. talking to me all morning. Of course, I wasn't easily approachable, either. I suppose I thought I was having a better morning than I had let on. Anyway. Bell rang, went to class and failed a Math test. So I stayed after and talked to Mrs. Cutcliffe about what's going on with me, and why I was doing absolutely terrible in her class. Then I went off to my locker, the others had already made their way to class. In Writing we had a crummy substitute, the one we normally have for Writing, and so that class was useless. Just ended up brooding, making myself feel horrible, like I do, sometimes. I'm quite the little child, sometimes. Lunch sucked. Since Ai was in a bad mood she ditched us again for most of it. That's alright. She needs to do what makes her feel better. Talked a bit about Exalted, which I've started running by the way, to Mitch and Chelsea. At the end of lunch Air'n was going to scare Ai by tossing some pennies down at her from the top of the stairs but he accidentilly hit her. She just left, so I followed.. I sort of think I should have just let Aly follow. She seemed to be perfectly okay around Aly. I didn't though. I wanted to try and make her feel better. That, and I was getting pretty lonely and crummy. I wanted her attention as much as I wanted to give her attention. Of course, being the child I am, I made it seem like I wanted neither. Hence why it was such a bad day.

Art blurred by, as did English. Although we actually managed to talk and such, in English. Went to the lab and watched a few AMVs. It was an okay end to a crummy day. My Discman wouldn't start on the bus until I got off.. that was great. -rolls his eyes- It's either one that skips, or one that takes twenty minutes to start.

[/stupidchildishangst]

I want to go to sleep. I'm always so tired, recently. I come home from school and just want to sleep. I do, sometimes, and then I wake up and feel worse. I tend to avoid doing it if I can but some days I just can't. I hate it because it holds my whole evening up.

The picture I wanted to for in Art for my Mosaic won't work. It's too.. small. And I'm far too inept to make it bigger, or anything. So I need a new idea. Bah.

I've got to get into playing FFVII and FFVIII. I've gotten into VII several times, but everytime something horridly crummy's happened to my Memory Card and I've lost my file, so I gave up. o.o Soon.

I'm the only one, now, that likes The Catcher in the Rye. It's a wonderful book. I love Holden's thinking. I love the writing. I love the book. It reminds me of Perks. Such a good novel. I want to finish it. I also want to try and get Perks into the curriculum in school. It would work so well. It deals with everything that teens do.. and it does it so beautifully. Who knows. It might be, someday.

I have to go do homework.. and eat something, and such. Going to leave you with Lyrics.. because I'm in that kind of mood.

Avalanche // Matt Good

One foot in front of the other
One foot back to counter it
Days like these you've got to find it in some other way
It's all or nothing baby

Avalanche, start inside of me
Avalanche, down through the trees
Avalanche, start inside of me
Avalanche, hell down through the trees

If everyone's a casualty
Then take your time there ain't no trouble
If the weather's fine and we're fealing crazy
There's always drinks and dancing in the rubble
I'm spinning and you're spinning
The world's spinning and we're laughing
And I'm charming, the devil's charming
And we're ruined but we're still building
And I'm selling and you're counting
The world's stopping but we keep going
And we're ruthless and we're cunning
And I'm heir to it all

Days like these you've gotta find it in some other way
It's all or nothing baby

Avalanche, start inside of me
Avalanche, down through the trees
Avalanche, start inside of me
Avalanche, hell down through the trees

This key is to your kingdom
This key is to your heart
Neither one is a doorway
But both of them a part
So one foot in front of the other


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.Bryan. CHRoNiCLED at 8:05 p.m.


Wednesday, March 02, 2005

I want to write a post, but I'm not sure what to write about. That and I have a lot of homework to do. And a math test tomorrow! I forgot.

Demn.

I'll have to write more later.

-flees-


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.Bryan. CHRoNiCLED at 10:21 p.m.