1-I'm a girl
2-I'm a boy 3-I like rain
4-I am a good dancer
5-I wear tank tops
6-I like thongs
7-I watch cartoons 8-I've watched Nick Jr. well into my teens
9-I spend too much time online 10-I have a collection of something 11-I have too many clothes
12-I can't control myself 13-I have been in love 14-I prefer construction paper over regular printer paper
15-I have a coloring book 16-I've been in a country other than my own 17-I pretend to know things I don't 18-I am often sick
19-I complain too much 20-My life isn't as bad as I like to say it is
21-Someone likes me 22-I wish I weren't so stupid 23-I think I need to talk to someone about my problems
24-I don't treat my friends as well as I should 25-I have skipped school before
26-I can stand on my toes
27-I can do the full macarena
28-Tongue-twisters are easy to say
29-I listen to 80s music 30-I have too many secrets to count
31-I try to be as honest with people as much as possible 32-I'd be better off without my parents
33-I have more than one life-changing regret 34-I want to live to be over 100
35-I like to party hard
36-I listen to heavy metal
37-I sometimes stereotype people even though I say I hate labels 38-I'm artsy and 100% original 39-My nose is stuffy right now
40-I wish the weather would be warmer
41-I've frollicked on a beach 42-I once updated my journal more than 5 times in a day 43-I have more than one messaging program 44-I think South Park is the best show ever
45-I love Johnny Depp 46-If I see a penny, I always pick it up
47-I watch Disney movies regularly
48-Peter Pan has the right idea
49-I have a special cup that nobody can use but me 50-I'm territorial 51-Even if I believe in non violence, I will fight for what I believe in 52-I have a new computer
53-My boy/girlfriend doesn't treat me as well as they should
54-I try to be a good person to everyone
55-I am rude
56-I snore and/or sleep talk 57-I over-eat when I am too stressed out
58-I take a lot of pics of myself then delete them because I think I'm ugly
59-I have a bad self-image
60-I think I'm fat
61-I'm waiting for someone to get online right now 62-I want to paint my room a different color
63-I have an interest in designing things 64-I'm a follower, not a leader
65-I watch Comedy Central like there's no tomorrow
66-I am in love right now 67-I underestimate what my parents probably know about me
68-I take people for granted 69-I listen to music all the time 70-I'm a huge nerd 71-I know the real definition to the word 'dork' 72-I'm not as charitable as I could & should be 73-I change or update my profiles regularly 74-I am a member to 5+ web-sites 75-I like to play neopets daily
76-I know someone that needs help, but I don't try to help them 77-I've dipped my head under water to hold my breath to see what 'drowning' feels like
78-I have a step-family
79-I've thought about dying before 80-I didn't have many friends when I was growing up 81-I comment on my friends journals 82-I watch the news
83-I'm into politics
84-I do my homework regularly 85-I have a cell-phone
86-I'm not shy 87-I have three blankets on my bed that are all different colors 88-I think my house/appartment smells weird
89-I am two-faced around certain people 90-I bite my nails
91-I watch Lord of the Rings at least once a week 92-I think some of my friends are total nerds
93-I've attended a Cosplay
94-I have a penpal 95-I think stickers are the coolest
96-I like to correspond with people through actual letters & packages 97-I think hugs are the greatest show of affection 98-I sometimes don't wash my hands after I use the potty
99-I have tried my hand at acting
100-I made a positive difference in someone else's life 101-I'm generous 102-My heart has been broken
103-I have been in a long term relationship 104-My friends barely know how I feel
105-I have a car
106-I've run up a phone bill
107-I watch the Surreal Life
108-I have an optimouse
109-My internet is too slow for my needs 110-I love to eat chocolate 111-My biggest fear is being alone
112-I have a best friend who knows me 100% 113-I like the band Coldplay 114-I have/used to have braces
115-I find everyone attractive in their own way 116-I have been in a long distance relationship
117-I look for the good in people 118-I'm usually fun to be around 119-I cry at least once a week 120-I have stuffed animals
121-I don't have cable 122-I have a pessimistic outlook on life
123-I clean my ears 124-I like to work out
125-I don't like to complain
[ Mood ] Warm and Fuzzy
[ Music ] Miracle Drug // U2
Happy.. 28th? o.o;;
It snowed. Did it ever snow. What a great tirp to Halifax. Stupid weather.
' Lets go visit people, and stay a few days, and do lots of things! Oh wait, Storm.. come to think of it, run away! '
-frowns-
Got Scott and Beck dropped off, and then promptly left. Didn't even get to go to the movie we were planning to. Oh well.. I got lots of time to read and listen to all my new music. I need to finish reading Exalted. Must start that verreh soon. Verreh, verreh soon.
My birthday is soon, too. I wonder what I'm getting for my birthday. I didn't expect anything for christmas.. since I'm going to Italy.. but I still got things. So, I expect to get things for my Birthday, too, since my parents spoil me.
[ Mood ] Christmas-esque
[ Music ] Beat the Drum // Great Big Sea
Merry Christmas, all.
I hope you all had warm and fuzzy days full of good happiness. I know I did.
I got a lot of nice things, and generally had a nice day. A lot of smiles, and laughs. It's just.. a lovely day. I do so love this day. And I always will, I think.
I got Excalibur! The-sword-of-King-Arthur-Excalibur. OMFG~ It's simply amazing. It's heavy as lead, too. They were bloody strong. e_e;;
I also got a lot of Celtic things. A really nice Celtic Chest, a few crosses, and several other little things. Becca and Scott got me a beautiful Sketch pad / Journal thing. It really makes me want to start keeping a real Journal.. because it's beautiful. It's something I'm interested in, too. I'm just scared.. I'll ruin it. >.> We'll see.
Kenshin Season one is mine! Finally! -cackles at the seksi-Kenshin-ness-
Anyway.
I hope you all had a lovely day, and I hope that it continues to be one, till the very end.
Happy Birthday, Love. Even though it ended and hour ago.. I still want to wish it. I hope it was a good one. I wanted today to be perfect. It almost was, with the exception of a few flaws. I do hope you enjoy your gifts, love. Of course, perfection is hard to achieve, but I still like to try.
I really do love you. When I'm with you.. you take me to the Moon, and farther. I love you.
Fly Me To The Moon // Frank Sinatra
Fly me to the moon
And let me sing among those stars
Let me see what Spring is like
On Jupiter and Mars
In other words, hold my hand!
In other words, darling, kiss me!
Fill my heart with song
And let me sing forevermore
You are all I long for
All I worship and adore
In other words, please be true!
In other words, I love you!
They are simply stunning. I love them so. And, as expected, they shalt be all that touch my discman for several months! -nods sagely-
Now I can't wait to give her her presents. Birthday first. I know she'll love it. And same with the her christmas present. I hope she likes it. I know I couldn't be any happier with my OSTs. Wow they are awesome. Just. Totally. Stunning.
Thank you, so much, Love. -snuggleluff-
Today was okay. Went to school for first period, because Ai-ko needed to. I got to see a bunch of dead, hairless, disected rats sitting in a sink full of water in the Bio Lab. Pleasant experience, that. We then went into town. Wandered about. Indigo, James' place, the mall. Grabbed some food and headed home. It was fun.. but near the end I was hit with an exhaustion spell.. and didn't feel very well. Fun none the less.
I can't wait until christmas. It's something I really want. I want to sit around and be close with my family. I want that happiness, and that closeness. It's just so.. nice. I can't wait.
[ Mood ] Crummeh
[ Music ] Daughters // John Mayer
I am tired. I am sore. I am feeling pretty bad, right now. Bleh. Ai-ko.. we need to talk. Don't worry, it's nothing bad, we just.. do. If I forget, and you read this.. remind me? -hugs-
This is the only song I really like by John Mayer, and I don't know why. I just think it's a really pretty song.
Daughters // John Mayer
I know a girl
She puts the color inside of my world
But she's just like a maze
Where all of the walls all continually change
And I've done all I can
To stand on her steps with my heart in my hands
Now I'm starting to see
Maybe it's got nothing to do with me
Fathers, be good to your daughters
Daughters will love like you do
Girls become lovers who turn into mothers
So mothers, be good to your daughters too
Oh, you see that skin?
It's the same she's been standing in
Since the day she saw him walking away
Now she's left
Cleaning up the mess he made
So fathers, be good to your daughters
Daughters will love like you do
Girls become lovers who turn into mothers
So mothers, be good to your daughters too
Boys, you can break
You'll find out how much they can take
Boys will be strong
And boys soldier on
But boys would be gone without the warmth from
A womans good, good heart
On behalf of every man
Looking out for every girl
You are the god and the weight of her world
So fathers, be good to your daughters
Daughters will love like you do
Girls become lovers who turn into mothers
So mothers, be good to your daughters too
[ Mood ] :gonk: :heart:
[ Music ] U2 // Vertigo
[ Eyes ] Green-ish Grey
I want Christmas. I'm not totally sure why.. but I do. I want to wake up that morning, and just know that I'm going to enjoy the day with my family. I want to enjoy that holiday. The whole break. I can't wait, and yet.. I'm sort of a little scared. Jon's gone, so he won't be here for this christmas. We haven't heard from him for almost months I think.. and as glad as I am because of that, I do miss him. As much as I hate him for all the pain he's caused us, he is still my Brother. I do still love him. I don't know how Christmas'll be without him. It's going to be weird not having to go in and wake him up in the morning. I don't know.. I really do hope that we all enjoy the holiday. I know that I want to, so I will.
I also want it because I want to give people their gifts. I want to see their eyes light up. I especially want to give Ai-ko hers. I've had it since midsummer, so I'm kind of dying to give it to her. She says she's already gotten me three things and says that none of them are good enough.. which is silly. I've told her that if she gave me not but a hug for christmas, I'd be content. Not even a hug. A look. Just acknowledgement would please me. But, alas, that won't do in her eyes. Silly Girl.
Speaking of which, I still have a bit of shopping to do. Got to get a few things for Aaron, and probably Mitch and Chelsea. Also, I need to pick something else up for Mom. I'm not going to have much money for Italy. :gonk:
I really hope I can spend some time near Christmas with Ai-ko. I really want to be there on her Birthday, but I'm not sure it'll happen. I hope I can at least spend -some- time with her, around then. If I could see her on Christmas Eve.. that would be wonderful. I s'pose we'll see. She's definately going to be over for my birthday. My Sour Sixteen. XDDDD Oh.. I need to know if you like Cherry Cheesecake, Ai-ko. Because I'm thinking of making it for my birthday.. so I want to know if you like it or not. If not, I'll make a normal cake, or something. -nods- :heart:
And now, these Midnight Rants shalt be ending. I'll post more often. I promise. :gonk:
Again, long time no post. I have got to break that habit. Really.
Jamieson's D20 Modern Campaign is fun. I luff roleplaying. I can't wait to start my Exalted Campaign. I wonder if I'll be any good at being an ST. I Hope so. It'll just be a small group, so I should be able to handle it.
Boy it was stormy last night. I was supposed to be going to a meeting for the Italy Trip in Kensington, but it was far to crappy out. I think it was cancelled anyway. So, that's okay. One planned again in mid-January, or something. Can't wait.
I'm going to Italy, by the way. I don't think it's fully sunk in, yet. It's kind of.. like I'm in shock. I don't feel extremely excited, when really it's a once in a life time oppourtunity, that I'll extremely enjoy. It'll sink in, soon. I've never been on a plane before. I'm a touch nervous. Heh.. ._.;;
Ai-ko's sad because both me and Aly are going for the entire March Break. Actually, it's more than just March Break. We leave before Easter, which is the weekend March Break starts, or the one it ends. Ah. It's after. So we leave for Italy before March break, and get back before school starts, or something. It'd be better if I could find the damn sheet. >__<; I'll post it later. Anyway, I told Aaron he'd have to spend time with her, just to make sure she's not lonely. Plus, I'm going to buy a few phone cards before I leave, so I can phone her. I'm hoping they have computers, somewhere. Internet Cafes, or something. Maybe.
I've been enjoying myself, recently. Things have seemed very rushed, but I have had a couple of tests in the past few days. And.. demn. One tomorrow, in Math. It's just on Matrices, though, so I'm not worried. At least, I don't think I am.
XD
I need to make Ai-ko watch Chobits. She really wants to see it, and I want her to. It's an amazing series. I luff it so, and I know she will to. It's simply grand. -smiles-
I think I'm going to go play Tales of Symphonia, whilst I wait for my dinner to arrive.