Your Beauty lies
in Individuality. Different, amazing, and all your own. You like be set apart
from all others and most love that you do. You are solitary at times, but for
the most part, there is no greater compliment to you than someone telling you
that you are different. You're most likely a bit of a fighter and you hate it
when anyone attempts to change who you are. You wear what you want, look how you
want and don't let anyone tell you what do to. You can be a little immature at
times and have trouble dealing with authority and asking others for help. You
like to do things yourself and are independent almost to a fault. But, people
still find your individuality amazing and the fact that no matter what happens
or what anyone else anyone thinks about it, you will not change who you are.
Some Things
That Represent You:
Element: Dark, Fire Animal: White Tiger Color: Bold Colors, Odd
Colors Song: Just They Way I Am by Angel Expression: Smirk
[ Mood ] Exhausted
[ Music ] The Fourth Avenue Cafe // L'Arc~en~Ciel
-sigh-
How many times must I be brought back to this topic. One I really wish I didn't have to worry so much about. It's really too much to pile onto someone at my age. Society is too goddess forsakenly rushed these days. But, I suppose it's justified, since we really don't have that much time to waste. What I'm talking about, if you're wondering is our Futures. By our, I mean mine, really.
I dislike the system. I really do. Our education system lacks. My -entire- future rests on the shoulders of these two years in school. That's a little too much for me. I think it's too much for any teenager, even though some handle it better than others. I don't think it's very fair, or really fair at all.
I've talked about this before.. but something sent me back into thinking about it again. I don't know...
I need to stop worrying about it. If I try hard, do my best I'm sure things will work out. If I keep up like this, I'm sure to get an Ulcer sometime soon, and that wouldn't help.
[ Mood ] Good. Semi-restless.
[ Music ] Random L'Arc~en~Ciel
[ Eyes ] Green.
RawR.
Long time, no post. Don't worry. It's justified. I swear. Really. I'm not lying. Of course it was justified. What are you accusing me of. How dare you!
...
-ahem- Anyway.
New layout, for those of you who haven't noticed. The colours may change, but I doubt it. Do you people like it?
Anywho. Exams are now over, and of that I'm glad. Very glad. I think I did okay on them, but not spectacular. That's alright. You get out what you put in. I'll put in more for Finals. Anyway. This week was good. On Wednesday Aaron came over and stayed till Thursday around lunch. We played Smash Bros. and Four Swords. I also showed him Excel Saga and Dead Like Me. I think he wants to borrow both. Which is great, because they're both awesome. Then, on Thursday evening I went to James' place and stayed the night. It was great. It's been so long since I've spent time with him. I brought him Timbits. Oh, thanks to him I also posted a few Pictures in the Post Your own Picture Thread in the Yaoi Guild. They were bad ones, but none-the-less, still pictures. This also inspired me to post more, later. Maybe I'll put a link up, or maybe you people will have to go find them. ^_~
On Saturday I did nothing, since Ai-ko was cleaning all day. That was okay, too. I watched Punisher and played Castlevania for most of the day. then today Ai-ko was supposed to be coming over, but her mother wouldn't let her.. so that was a little bit of a letdown. I think since I found that out, I've not done anything else all day. Heh. Again, I'm okay with that. It's nice to not have to worry about school at all. I'm happy about that.
Gotta go back tomorrow, though. And that's never fun. -sigh-
Oh well. I've got some Jrock, now. Which makes me happy. -sways-
Silhouettes // Smile Empty Soul
Silhouettes above the cradle hold me down
They won't let me go the wrong way
my Mother taught me all the fables, told me how
in the end all the sinners have to pay
but...
I don't wanna live like my mother
I don't wanna let fear rule my life
and I don't wanna live like my father
I don't wanna give up before I die
He worked so hard his bones are breaking
He wore them down but long ago he lost the feeling
his good intentions leave me shaking, show me how
I don't ever want to end up like he did
and...
I don't wanna live like my mother
I don't wanna let fear rule my life
and I don't wanna live like my father
I don't wanna give up before I die
When I have kids
I won't put any chains on their wrists, I won't
I'll tell them this
there's nothing in this world that you can't be if you want it enough
I don't wanna live like my mother
I don't wanna let fear rule my life
and I don't wanna live like my father
I don't wanna give up before I die
I don't wanna live like my mother
I don't wanna let fear rule my life
and I don't wanna live like my father
I don't wanna give up before I die