Howdeh! * Waves * Exams are over, and I did okay on all of them. I'm glad that they're finally done and over. I'm done my History class, for good. Which I am -extremely- happy about. I mean I -love- history, but the class just sucked.. way to much work, for way to little stuff we covered. I'm also done Science, and French. I didn't mind those two classes, but I'm really looking foreward to next term. English. I love english. I s'pose my love for English will slightly over-power my spite for Math. And I also have art, which is fun. The only problem is, everyone I know is in Art -this- term. So I'm either going to be in class ful of strangers, or a class full of strange jerks... o-o;; Whoo, I'm an optimist. But, I am really looking forward to it. It should be better than first term.
I.. can't think of much else to write.. Uhm.. Oh, I really hope Eva found this now.. she was still at me old one I had.. >.>;; I'm sorry Evee. I could've -sworn- I told you. I hope you forgive me.. * Hugs *
Gah, no post for a couple of days.. >.>;; But yeah. I'm at school. ^^;; Just finished my History exam. I did okay to good on it.. but not Super. Heh.. I've got French in less than an hour now.. e_e; I know I'll do fine on it.. But I'm still nervous. Gah. I have no idea why, either.
Mnn... I feel weird.. and Distracted like.. so I'ma go. Wish me Luck!
This is just a tiny bit of writing that came out at around 6:30 this morning. I've no idea why, I just, got the idea and decided to climb out of bed and write off of it. It sounds realleh neat as the opening to a game, so I may work off it that way, and see what I can do. Anehway, here be it.
Time, an endless river. A river that has seen everything, from the birth of the planet to the death of man. Not everything that time sees has, or will come to pass, but there is nothing to stop it. This is ' Destiny '. One's determined fate. The path that one is determined to take. There are those who disagree with this, and those who believe against it, but there is none who can actually fight it. But, what would happen if there was one who could fight it? One who could change the very fate so many try to derail. What if one could travel the river of time and determine destiny for themselves? Would this ability corrupt them, taint their very soul? This is by far the most likely, for a human's will is easily twisted. But, there is the smallest chance that this may not occur. The most minute probability that one could capture the very will of time itself, and control it as they wished. Whether this is for Good or Evil relies completely upon the soul of the one with this power. If their soul is pure, they shall surely capture time, and create Destiny, if their soul is tainted, corruption and insanity are all that will ensue. What path shall this individual take, Corruption or Justice? Only time may tell...
See, short ne? But pretteh. I want a lot of feed back on this, people. * Pokes Gaveh * 'specially you. ^^;; Anyways, for now, Take Care!
Quick School update. >.<;; T'day seems like a good day. I got a call from Aleh, to get out of bed, and my classes seem to be going pretteh good. I'm really hungry though, and I don't have a lunch. But, I have to do History at Lunch anyway...demn History! * Shakes fist *
Ack! Class be over. Take Care! * Skittles offline, and into the hall *
Whoosh! Two posts in two days, not bad, eh? Mnn, last night went to see ' The Last Samurai ', and surprsingly enough, it wasn't terrible. It was a lot better than I thought it would ever be. I learned a lot more about it, other than the misleading facts I had learned previously. It made me realize...how biasedly stubborn I can be about certain things, to the extent where I hate that part of myself. But yush, I managed to see past the ' Tom Cruise '-ness of it all, and enjoyed it rather thouroghly. It has very, very realistic fighting, and it stays very true to Japanese history. It, in fact, makes me go and want to study the period after the Meiji Era more than I already have. It takes place in 1876-1877, about 8 years after the Meiji Restoration, so I'd like to know a little bit more about it. It's -very- interesting. Anyone out there who is a Japanese history geek, a Asian weapons play geek, or a just plain Japanese-o-holic, I suggest this movie for you. It will definatly please you.. Well, I can't say that, for I don't truly know it, but, I think it would.
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I've got to actually get some work done on this damn history project. It;s something I've procrastinated with so much, and now I fear, either I won't get it done, and the entire group will get low marks, or they'll do a lot of the work, and only -I- will get low marks. I don't want any of this to happen, it's just now I'm so exhausted, I don't think I'll be able to do anything that will help the project really, but, I can try. I also have a bunch of questions and sheets due tomorrow, but those I may be able to complete without a hitch. Hopefully.
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For my room, I want s shelving unit that goes all the way the top of it. But I want black floating shelves, even though there is nothing else black in my room, other than the characters on my wall. So, I -think- I talked to my parents about painting everything that's blue in my room black, but I can't quite remember. I think it could have been a dream, and that's what I'm confused about. If I could, it would be really cool. I've always wanted the blue replaced with black, but I am pretty sure it was a dream. So, no I'm lost in trying to remember, and I'll eventually bring it up to Mother and she'll be like, ' What are talking about? ' >.>;; I'm an odd one, ne?
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For now, I'm done. I fear I can't sit hear at the compeh much longer, or I'll be too sore to do anything else t'day. I hope, others out there are in better conition then I...
Mnn, today was very interesting. I've never had so many people wish me ' Happy Birthday ' in my life. e_e;; It was crazeh! But, as Aleh, and Mel had promised me, my Birthday today, was better tahn any in my past. I kept true to my New Year Resolution. And for this, I'm glad. I'm glad that I now have so mayn people who care -so- much...and, so many people, who even just, out of the courtesy of their heart say ' Happy Birthday '. It was never really like that before. I'm very Grateful, Thank you all so much!
Mnn, today was good indeed. From Beck and Scott, ( Sister and her boyfriend ), I got a home made ' How 2 make Sushi ' book, and a certificate for a free ' Sushi Movie Party ' For the weekend of the thirty-first. From Jon, I got a Lord of the Rings Aragorn figurine, and it's all really nice, and pretteh. From Evee-chan I got a really spiffeh Tenchi Figurine, that's goes perfectly with my Ryoko one. From Aleh I got a Super Kawaii Super-Defender, ( S.D. -> Super Deformed. >.<;; ) Gundam Deathscythe that's -so- cute! I haven't recieved anything from Mel yet, I'm getting hers tomorrow. I can't wait. And finally, from my Parents, I got the entire Nadesico, and Arc the Lad series on tape, along with the ever awaited Meteora. At the moment, my total Anime count is now at: 165 DVDs/Tapes. It's a lot, ne? It's so much, I've no space left in my room to put it all. There's a big thing now. A plan to put a big shelf to go all along the top of two of my walls. That would be spiffeh. I want to get black ones that are all like, ' Floating shelves '. I like those. ^^;; Odd one I am, eh?
Eva, wants me to go skiing with her tomorrow. I, very sadly had to decline. I hate to disappoint her, but I just need to more things with my skis, and get boots before I can actually go. I need to be uber sly, and steal Scott's. His are really nice, and fit me well. I still, do want to go..
Now, since it's 1:55, I'ma go...before I get yelled at by father, who is, still awake.
Now, just to let you know this post was meant for New Years Day, but Blogger wouldn't let me on. So here goes.
Happy New Years Folks! Welcome to the year 2004. So far, I've been asked about 21 times what my New Years Resolution was...and well, I told them all, ' I don't know? '. Because all the people who asked, were people I didn't want to tell. So far, only one knows, but after you read this, you all will know. My only New Years reslution, is that, I plan to make this year, better than any before. I want to make better memories, to replace these ones I wish I didn't have. Mnn, how about some lyrics for thought?
Easier To Run; Linkin Park
It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone
Something has been taken
From deep inside of me
A secret I've kept locked away
No one can ever see
Wounds so deep they never show
They never go away
Like moving pictures in my head
For years and years they've played
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could
Stand up and take the blame I would
If I could take all the shame to the grave I
Would
Sometimes I remember
The darkness of my past
Bringing back these memories
I wish I didn't have
Sometimes I think of letting go
And never looking back
And never moving forward so
There would never be a past
Just washing it aside
All of the helplessness inside
Pretending I don't feel misplaced
Is so much simpler than change
It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone
That song, explains so much about me. Lyrics have a tendancy to do that, ne? Explain something so clearly that it isn't even funny. Linkin Park's especially. Hee...that's actually a pretty bad song, to have explain you. But, the part about memories, it's so true for me. Actually, in fact all of it. From the opening verse...it explains when I first met Evee. She pulled out that secret, and started to crack the damn emotionless mask. And then, more people came, and helped her break it down. Except now it almost seems she's been blocked away. This isn't what I -ever- wished to happen. I don't want her to feel that way. But, recently...I feel there's a cloud between us. One, I can't see through, but, I believe she can. One that I wish would just, blow away. Only it refuses to go, no matter how much I want it to. And yet, even with this incredible urge to fix everything...I'm so scared to enter that cloud to try and find her. The last time I was in there a terrible thing happened. One that seemingly, ruined last summer. I...did something so wrong, something that she never should have had to feel. I hope that soon, I'll gain enough courage to actually venture in and find her. Maybe then...I may be able to help her find her way out. That is, if she wants to be led.
In other news, I got a new Kittie. Mrow? She's not really mine. Hell, she doesn't even like me, she's my father's. But, still, she's incredibly cute. I think they called her something silleh like Millie or something. But Gaveh-sama has informed me if a different name, so -I'm- going to call her ' Drippie-chan '. It's a terribly cute name, even though, most people won't understand why... o-o;; Me, him, and possible one or two more people will understand.
I think that's all for now. I hope everyone has a -Great- 2004. Take Caaare!